Loving at 15 years old

Tonie Marie Hurst was the very first who stole my heart. Were she to read this now, she would know that my depiction of her name is not accurate. I did that on purpose. I know she would want to remain anonymous to me. She would never want anyone to know that she loved me. That’s okay.

that’s okay

When I was seventeen i joined the Navy,

At one point i stood within a magazine of missiles. I had lost the woman that i loved and i now stood in a circle of death. At the time, i had been working out and i pushed my muscles past their limit. The prescription of muscle relaxers was convenient.  I took the whole b0ttle.

There is so much in between but I am sitting here trying not to just simply jump out into traffic. This is how i am met,,